2010年5月30日 星期日

wasting time.........

actually i am at uni nw... and i should be study nw de... but just no mood to study nw la... so come and post this funny stuff i found on internet ... XDDDDD


在肯德基,我们做鸡是对的!!!!!! XDDD



以后写作文就要酱写.... XDDD




"Ctrl c + Ctrl v" hahahahaha.....


"金钱,权力,地位" =="



find"x"



i really like the "反义词"... hahahahaha....



这些人真的太有才了...XD



2010年5月27日 星期四

oh yea!!!









yes.... after 2moro... i finally can have a good rest... after bout 2 weeks.... this busy life ends.... hahaha... just wanna share something i do for the engineering fair la.... maybe bit bored, but anyway, enjoy.... erm... where to start le.... this story start on the 3rd weeks after we start my engineering course, lecturer put us into 12 groups, and each group can choose one topic to work, and perform it on the engineering fair, which is 2moro... initially, my team is working on a topic that hw to make water dispenser more easy to refill the 5 gallon water bottle... and we did a great job, so as a result, our project supervisor which is the dean of engineering sch is happy, and he offer us a chance to change our junior project to a senior project, he got a idea of building a wind turbine that combine with campus, so that they can show others, what exactly did engineers do..... we found that it is quite interesting, so change it... and we do many research on it, and measured the wind speed around the campus, try to spot a best place to put our wind turbine. but as u all know, my team leader is totally shit la... din do anything at all one, the wind speed around the campus almost all is done by me, sometime leon(another group member) will come to help..... till last 2 weeks... last week we just start to build our wind turbine, and last week and this week is so very busy la.... last week just receive 3 big assignment la... which the due date is this week, as well as 3 test in this week .... i still got a long report le, the small project le... and i almost everyday stay at campus till min 9pm just come back u know.... the other got many excuse de la... but luckily ernest and afa help me up the most, leon also did a very great job. then the other 2 justyn.... don bother to say la.... one ng got come, but doing his assignment, one kan, din even come, and he is the leader again... he know nothing on what a we doing, and where are we... he is the leader, but he still everytime need to follow up with me... haiz... he came once, help to make one blade, but that blade can't use one.... the 2nd i do it all alone again... and always ha, all the hard job is with me, i am the one wh did it, others just sit there, glue something, think idea... and i am the one who work on it... this week, everyday stay till 10pm or 11 pm le.... and only me and ernest stay only, but he did his assignment also la, i do the wind turbine nia... ==" but at least better then others lo... XDDDDD and nw, the wind turbine is working smoothly.... ohohohohoho... but the only thing that is not perfect is..... we can't find the magnet la... we need magnet to generate some electricity la...... and i even make 200 turns de copper wire for 4 u know.... then they told me that no magnet........ haiz.... and my location le.... the engineering society din change it for me, told them to change d, they still say ok ok, then at the end, din change also.... did u saw anyone make a wind turbine and use the fan to blow it and let it turn??? yea, my group is the 1st group that doing this kind of shit.... that really embarrasing me la... haiyo... don care liao la... after 2moro then can fly for one day liao... because after this week, next week is study break, then after that is final lo..... so fast one..... + u + u..... and at the end showu all some pic lo.... XDDDDD

2010年5月26日 星期三

我会让你走,不会求你留下,哪怕听见自己心碎的声音.

我已经选择了你,你叫我怎么放弃?



我不是碰不到更好的,而是因为已经有了你, 我不想再碰到更好的;

我不是不会对别人动心。 而是因为已经有了你,我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心;

我不是不会爱上别的人,而是我更加懂得珍惜你,

能在一起不容易,已经选定的人就不要随便放手,

世界上好的人数不清,但遇到你就已经足够。

即使你不是最好的,甚至不是最合适我的,但却是我最珍惜的,

缺点可以改正,性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了

有人说:爱,是一种责任。

现在我才明白,原来责任,就是一辈子

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。

除了已经习惯,爱到深处之外,

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶,不离不弃吧。。。。

即使有些没有走到最后,也不必责怪谁,美好的不一定是结局,



还有过程,爱了,就爱了......

不是寂寞才爱,只因爱才寂寞。多了一份牵挂,多了一种思念。
当你不再爱我,当爱你已成为你的负担,当相爱已是一种痛苦,那么,我选择放弃。



放弃你,是因为爱你。因为爱你,所以不愿看见你不快乐;因为爱你,所以不愿看著你强忍内心的挣扎;因为爱你,所以不愿看见你勉强的笑容;因为爱你,所以愿意放你。



当爱已成往事,又何必苦苦追寻?强求得不到幸福,强求只能拉大你我的裂痕,只能加深你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走,我无言,只能任你去。



曾经以为你是风筝,我手中握著那根线,无论任你飞向何方,我最终都是你的归属。现在终于明白,其实爱你,就不应该束缚你。



“春花秋月何时了,往事知多少?”往事如风,不如就让它随风而去。当一切成空,惟有回忆伴我。时间能冲淡一切,包括我爱你的心。



不愿意你看见我的眼泪,因为怕你会心软,怕你不开心。因为爱你,所以不会用泪水强留,所以放了你。你的心已远去,我又何苦留下你的人?
虽然我渴望天长地久,但如果那只是一种奢求,那我不如只求曾经拥有。曾经拥有过你的爱,这已足够。因为有一种爱,叫做放弃。



放弃不是无私的奉献。放弃你,这不仅是对你的爱,更是对我自己的呵护。放弃你,我很痛心,但我不会后悔。让你从我的生命中消失,是因为“长痛不如短痛”。当我容颜尽老、行将就木,我依然不会后悔。因为曾经爱过你。



因为爱你,所以希望你快乐。



有人说过这个世界不会有永恒的爱情。你我之间,如果连短暂的爱情也无法存在,不如放开彼此。爱你,就让你去追寻你的幸福。只要你快乐,我也就快乐。



因为你的一切,我都在意。



如果你要离开我,我不会怪你,只能怪我自己,怪自己太爱你。 也许是我过分的宠溺让你习惯平静,也许是我过分的放任让你没有责任,也许是我过分的爱怜让你压力重重,也许是爱情她美丽的容颜让你迷失方向。只怪你我有缘无份。



你想要离去,请别管我,你只需告诉我,你不再爱我,你要走。我一定会让你走,不会乞求你留下,哪怕听见自己心碎的声音。当你离去,请别再回头。回头是一种错误,回头是对你我的不公。去了,就不要再後悔。


因为爱你,就该放了你。

因为我知道,如果选择放弃,那是对你最深的爱。

其实我一直告诉自己要放弃,不要在让你感到压力,但是放弃并不是简单.

即使我知道我并没机会,但是,我就是放不下........... haiz....

2010年5月24日 星期一

another busy day...

haiz..... haven finish my math assignment le...... today plan to wake up at 8am de... but still till 10am something... ==" hahaha.... then went to buy a place just one street next to my house this area... bough 2 nasi lemak, rm2 each.... XDDDDD then reach sch at bout 11:20am lo.... do some math assignment, then one of my teammate wanna come and work on the base for our wind turbine... and so we went to the lab at bout 1pm.... fixing the blade, because one of it got problem, and cut a pipe to use.... after that we plan to use a tin, maybe biscuit, or milo tin something like that fill with cement to make the base to hold the wind turbine lo.... so we went to a shop try to find the tin, but the shop owner ho, stupid one... don wanna sell only the tin, i mean he wanna sell it rm10 for a tin.... stupid la... me and my friend don wanna bought a whole box of biscuit is because it is expensive, it is like bout rm 12, if only the tin, he wanna sell it rm10, then y don we just buy the whole box of biscuit le....... ==" then we try to ask another teammate lo.... see they got any big tin at home or not, and i guess we a lucky, got one guy got quite a few, so he bring it to uni for us, but sadly he din join us for the interesting part la... hahaha... he went home early... then at bout 3pm something, me and another ernest, we plan to use concrete to stable the pipe at the bottom... but we only got cement, so we walk to the very back of the uni, the construction side to take some sand.... and when we a on the way back... i fall down because of the stupid vine... ==" then finish lo... he went home, i go back to the room to do my math assignment.... had use 6 paper to finish part 1 and part 3.... past 2 haven done yet le..... haiz.... need to work more harder 2moro.... + u everyone!!!!

2010年5月23日 星期日

finally

huh.... at least my group almost finish the wind turbine.... i mean haven done yet... but what we left is the bottom part that used to support the wind turbine haven made only... 2day we work from 11:30am, till 7pm.... haha.... but 3pm like that we went out la... to buy some stuff, and eat my lunch... i mean it is my lunch and dinner liao.... =="
then when we a back to the lab, we spray the wind turbine we made... because of that stupid, smelly, ugly, and disgusting glue.... actually we wanna bought another glue, and we wanna glue the styrofoam with the blade, then we ask the shopkeeper "is this glue strong enough?? we wanna use it to stick the styrofoam and the mater plate.... he "suggest us to use another (what we bought), and we still conform with him, say that we a going to use it on styrofoam, and he said ok... who know the f**king glue got chemical in it, and it will melt the styrofoam... other then that, the glue takes a very long time to dry out.... what we want is the glue that can dry fast, so we can make the shape of the blade on the plate.... but that glue take more then 15 min to dry la..... wait till then, the shape all change bit liao, become so damn ugly.... and one last thing bout the glue is..... it is yellow in colour, and it is extremely ugly...... so 2day we go to buy a spray to spray it..... and y i am the one always did most of the things ha??? 2day, our team that f**king leader din come again!!!! all others did come, just that "leader" din come, what the.... he din do a thing..... except giving us "hope" nia... always say like he got friends good on this good in this, and say what he will ask his friend to do it.... and at the end..... nothing!!!!! sometime even make it worse..... like the vip invitation letter, we try to trust on him (not actually.... is because he lazy come to the meeting and he say his friend is good on writing letters, so he will do it) and he keep give excuse and delay till the very very last minutes, and he gave us a 3 fu**ing page VIP invitation letter!!!! who is gonna read it??? or who is even gonna look it????? stupid la.... told u is VIP's they will wast their time to read ur 3 page letter????? then me and others, we need to did it again.... keep rushing rushing and rushing.... make all our progress slow down, or even stop for the 2 weeks..... doing nothing on the wind turbine, but just doing the VIP's invitation things.... gash...... anyway.... we don need him, also almost done everything.... then he will get the same marks as us... as a "team"............ @!@%!#$#^&(*^%*(*&^%#@

2010年5月20日 星期四

sick.....

sick 2day..... so damn tired and feel like don wanna move or do anything.... just give some update bout my wind turbine.... 2day had done one more blade for the wind turbine, because got one blade my teammate make yesterday.... is useless... actually hope that they can help to do something.. but... just make things worse... my god!!! and 2day the blade also make by me alone.... the other teammate just help to cut something nia..... and i make a whole circle ( to support the bottom and the top of the wind turbine) all by myself eh.... i am already sick and feel like shit dy.... 5 teammate, one doing his own assignment at the lab, one just walking around and talk with his friends, one sit there doing nothing, one missing, one at the student life center playing the f**king ping pong!!!!! and the layout of our project the SET guy din change it.... our group is doing a wind turbine, but the title of our group still the water dispenser.... and i told them 2 to 3 times dy, my group doing the wind turbine, we need to put it in between block D and E... because that is the place that has more wind, and faster wind speed..... but.... those guys din change it.... they even put us at the 1st floor.... which has no wind at all...... the place just outside a lecturer theater!!!!!! there is no fu**ing wind there... hw are we going to make our wind turbine works???? put a fan there to blow it?!?!?!?!?! what the f!!!! i am not the fu**ing team leader, and y i am the one who did all the leader's work??? meeting the SET guys for the engineering fair, and that is the meeting for the group leader, and he ask me to go, also he is the leader, he always miss our meeting, and always din come to do things...... also i still need to go to find our adviser to make all the meeting, man, this is what team leader should do la.... not me!!!! and he still need to follow up our group status with me!!!! he is the leader!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!! wanna be crazy liao la.... the problem keep coming out.... actually ho, i got a very good image to other ppl de, but 2day i really broke my good image to other students la... the 1st time i scold ppl so angry!!!! and i had scold 2 ppl..... T.T

2010年5月19日 星期三

a very very tired day.....

nw is already 2:10am lo..... haven sleep yet.... today is a quite busy day, me and my team we had finish 3 blade for our wind turbine... wohoooo.... hahaha..... and 2moro we will start to figure out hw to connect everything up... next time i will try to post some pic for my friends who view my blog... XDDDD and this week sure will be a damn busy week... because i got 3 test, 3 assignment, my wind turbine, and a long long lab report.... all in just a week.... omg.... what a uni life.... then thursday we will had our engineering fair..... after that is one week study break.... then...... final exam...... =(

2010年5月18日 星期二

hahahaha

wow..... yesterday which is sunday.... me , sim yang, and lawrence went to sunway pyramid... and we are having lots of fun.... hahaha.... we went there at bout 4pm, then we decide to watch " nightmare on elm street "... hurm..... actually the movie is quite ok lo, not very nice la... but ok.... then we went to carl's jr. to eat burger... and after that sim and lawrence wanna go back dy, but don know y, i suddenly got a crazy idea... i mean, just suddenly wanna go crazy.... hahaha.... so i ask them to watch another movie again.... lawrence cannot, because he don have car, and he need to go back with his friend.... so me and sim, we went to buy a "iron man 2" ticket.... haha.... and since it is just 8pm something, and the movie start at 9:20pm... so we just walk around the sunway pyramid lo, just walk around and look at those MM..... XDDDDD and the movie finish at bout 11:30pm... the movie is quite nice, better then the "nightmare" ... then because it it kinda late, and it will be hard to get a texi back, so i went to sim yang there lo... and we talk till around 2am or 3am just sleep... hahahahaha.... and i went back on morning about 9am.... take a bath, and went to uni.... huh.... really having a good time... thanks simyang and lawrence!!!!! hahahaha

2010年5月16日 星期日

只因为我爱你......

只因为我爱你,

我会时不时想起你的好,
想起你对我说过的话,
想起你与我的点点滴滴,
而那些不好的,
也被我锁在了心灵的深处,
不让它破坏你在我心中的完美形象...


只因为我爱你,
我会时时刻刻地注意着你,
却又怕被你发现,
所以我都默默地躲在你的背后,
支持着你...

只因为我爱你,
我可以半夜不睡觉,
等着你的一封温馨的信息,
只希望知道你是安好的,
我也就放心了...

只因为我爱你,
我可以不顾别人的看法,
一心只要对你好,

即使我朋友对我说别再自己折磨自己,

但我依然相信,
我的选择是对的..

只因为我爱你,
我放弃了我的骄傲,
我放弃了我的任性,
愿意低下头来,
换取好好和你相处的机会...

只因为我爱你,
一切的一切都不再重要了,
打从我爱你的那一刻起,
我已经不再是我了,
因为我的生命中,
只剩下你了...

或许你会觉得我的很傻,
但我傻的甘愿,傻得很幸福,
只因为我爱你~

即使你是不爱我的,

但我只想静静地守侯在你的身边,

就算结局不完美,
我也会无怨无悔...

你可以不爱我,
但你不能阻止我爱你...

我一直在克制自己,

不让自己给你发短信或联系你,

我以为这样就能让我慢慢的忘记你..

但是思念却越来越深...

我就是那么的傻,

我只想对你好...

wulalalalalala

arg!!!! i am going to be crazy la.... the f**king mosque just outside my window a..... everyday keep singing there.... omg.... nw still singing le.... then sunday the whole morning keep talking there, like got ppl wanna hear what the h are they talking bout.... just finish tidy all those paper.... tutorial a, lecturer note a.... huh.... my table and my edifier speaker is full of dust dy.... need to find a time to clean up my room.....

2010年5月14日 星期五

nothing special...

project, project, project...... can my group finish the prototype by next week??? in only a week??? huh..... and need to start pia liao lo..... start from 2moro every sat no sleep..... this few days sleep 2 much liao... XDDDDDDDDD
2moro plan to go sunway pyramid to buy some stuff.... and activate my CIMB bank acc.... 2moro got lab le.... impact of jet.... feel bit sleepy nw... wanna go to sleep lo... good nite everyone....

2010年5月13日 星期四

2 weeks!!!!!!

wa.... still got 2 weeks to engineering fair le.... haven start building the prototype le..... also don have budget yet.... omg..... and after 2 weeks, then 1 week study left, exam, then finish 1st sem lo.... nw need to work harder liao lo.... everyday just watch movie, play play nia.... hahaha..... good luck to me.... but i really doubt that luck can do anything bout the exam... =="

2010年5月8日 星期六

wohooooo....

yesh!!!! i can on9 at my house again..... finally, finally the tmnet ppl come and change a new modem for me..... ahahahahahahahahaha.... ops.... cannot keep playing liao... next monday got test again.... fluid.... the sub that killing me...... =="

2010年5月6日 星期四

matlab..

wohoo.... matlab is so damn easy compare to the useless c++, and c programming.... XDDD
matlab got some information in it already, make us more easy to do stuff..... hahaha... finish it less then half hours....

2010年5月3日 星期一

no title....

y??? y i still feel pain??? y i still will be effect by her?? y i still got that little hope in me?? i though i already go through it... i though i already forgot.... i though i already give up..... i though my heart wont feel any pain any more...... y??? y ppl just cant learn??? y ppl just cant learn to give up??? y??? who can tell me... y??

2010年5月1日 星期六

@.@

next week got 2 test!!!!! math and fluid..... wawawa...... don know y ho... this few days really feel so lazy la.... don feel like wanna do anything... 2night actually plan to go to study room study de... but.... nw still at home.... haiz..... really cannot be like that liao la.... still got 20++ days nia... then final exam for this sem liao lo...... wish myself good luck.... even i know that luck don have anything to do with my exam... but that is what i need the most nw.... =="
oh yea.... almost got my moral exam already o..... but the moral lecturer ask us to go his class next mon, he will give "tips" ..... ahahahahaha